After Krivda here comes Broody Blue
A practical-mystical way into ‘the natural human esoteric’ My offering for your launch of 2023 - a ‘new year’ of predictably high strangeness…
To start with, just a couple of godtrix quotes as a backdrop to the new Broody book which is not about the godtrix - only about the natural Human.
Having been baptized in electromagnetic waves, you will become your digital ghost, floating forever among the AI angels. (Singularity Weekly, on Substack, synthetic salvation on genomics mind)
What we’re talking about, here, is the hybridization of flesh and electronics, way down at the nano-scale. (Spartacus, ICENI bulletins, on Substack, sparta cast #3)
Readers of Krivda may recall the strange phrase ‘the natural human esoteric’ that popped up with increasing frequency in the latter chapters of the book. Interestingly, the many questions and comments I have received never referred to that otherwise charged phrase. This is not actually surprising. Neither is it trivial.
Indeed, the notion means nothing to most people nowadays, no matter how spiritually inclined. Many who are esoterically informed about so much of the awfulness happening in the world (which is even worse that what we more or less know…) seem unaware of the other side of ‘the esoteric’ that lives naturally in us and in the great wonder-world we call Nature-Earth.
The word ‘esoteric’ itself is often shunned by good people due to its ubiquitous association with the ‘occult’ of the ‘dark side’. But this is just another priestly trick to keep concealed - literally, to occult - the vast underlying natural esoteric of Life, our natural-spiritual-physical home.
Conditioned associations aside, the word means exactly what it says. Esoteric denotes ‘what is inside’ while exoteric means ‘what is on the outside’. That’s it. These terms have applied mostly to scholarly discussions of religion and spirituality, for instance on Sufism as the esoteric inside of exoteric Islam. The latter being the outer layer for the masses, the former is the inner core for sincere seekers and initiates. Esoteric is not the same as occult. What is inside is not intrinsically hidden, in fact it is waiting for us to invite it into our conscious reality.
I fell into the ‘human esoteric’ in my years with the Fakir of Bengal (whose worldview is summarized in the last part of Krivda). Theirs is an esoteric rooted in the ordinary life of grassroots people, in the macro-micro-cosmic human body and in the Great Being of Nature, and it requires no complicated grimoires to make it real.
The ‘human esoteric’, the ‘inside’ of who-we-are, thrives in mutual relation with the inner reality of Nature/Earth (and, as applicable, of other Great Beings). It is what we have been deprived of by a deceit-ridden civilization that keeps us diligently locked in the exoteric, where we are largely powerless against a nefarious un-natural esoteric.
The human esoteric is far richer than the ‘inside’ of the mind - the mind that so dominates our lives, this most poisoned part of us, in which we are manipulated by some godtrix or another, no matter how ‘awake’ we believe ourselves to be.
Not fortuitously, the endgame godtrix now under way is invested in the full take-over of the mind-brain, as the prime vector into taking ownership of who-we-are for a mad god’s megalomaniac purposes. The overall modus operandi of the godtrix has been and is now more obviously than ever, a package of falsifying, hijacking, harvesting, sacrificing, destroying Anthropos, including through its most exquisitely perverse trick of instigating humans’ self-destruction from inside (you know what I’m referring to). From inside! How darkly eso-teric is that.
There may never have been a more compelling urgency to re-member ourselves into the greater ‘inside’ of the true Human - the part of us occulted from us by the simulator’s occult esoteric.
As I began writing the next book exploring the ‘human esoteric’ from within the Human Path of the Bengali Fakir (of which Krivda gave only a snapshot), I was soon cut short.
An urgent command from ‘Someone’ demanded a different book be written first, urgently, an experiential book rooted in what that ‘Someone’ wants to reawaken in humans. A book I would never in a thousand years have imagined to be in my ability, or my calling, to write.
It is a humble offering to invite the return of the human esoteric, experientially, here and now in this reality, for you no less than it has for me.
(The Fakir spirit hopes to be given a voice in the next book).
In the Broody book, the key-word is ‘the subtle’ rather than ‘the esoteric’, for ‘the subtle’ is the foundational reality out of which the human esoteric develops its field of knowingness. Experiencing ‘the subtle’ naturally and directly initiates self-remembrance and a different kind of ‘intelligence’.
The new book introduces some supremely simple non-techniques that ‘came to me’ (I did not invent them), so compellingly that I immediately dropped into them without questioning. These are mystically potent in a practical way, and do not feed the ‘spiritual ego’ that afflicts a great many of us without our realizing it. They establish an attitude of non-doing - antidote to modern people’s conditioned, obsessive doing-ness - such that doorways open through body, breath and Earth for us to bring something of our true nature back home.
You may agree with me that the unfolding of the ‘endgame of the gods’ would actually call for us to embody much more of our ‘cosmic selves’, sooner rather than later. But the mind will promptly bring in its rational objections to such a ridiculous idea. Non-doing, in the face of all that is being done to us?!?
Speaking for myself - an ordinary human without special skills in psi, meditation, or miracle-making - I can assert that what is enabled ‘inside’ by a non-doing attitude is transformational at a level too silently huge for what language can convey. The agency of ‘the subtle’ is the largest part of who-we-are, and we can make it alive in our ordinary reality beyond the meditator’s cushion, in a way of Simplicity. Experientially ‘touching’ our cosmic nature in this very embodied physical life is a real possibility - for humans are natural mystics whether they know it or not.
And it isa very practical way too - no fluff. Non-doing - in case the notion causes misgivings - fosters clarity regarding correct doing in the world. It quickly re-establishes natural serene centred-ness, when the avalanche of godtrix makes the ‘challenge of the gods’ ever more crushingly real, when the spiral of despair beckons. It allows fears to surface and be alchemized. It makes Life more real with the stirrings of the cosmic soul.
Knowing that we are in the midst of an undeclared, or indirectly declared, war of ‘the gods’ - we are discovering that the strings are being pulled by their military proxies - against True Life, this is about discovering and honing the quiet power of our subtle-embodied non-weapons. Absence of weaponry can sound ludicrous… but non-weapon is something different anyway. It is obvious by now that we have nothing in the category of ‘weapons’ to neutralize the Great Perversion of Violent Deceit. No knights in shining armor or with halos around their heads are coming to ‘save us’. The war that targets specifically what-it-is-to-be-human calls forth, precisely, a human essence that cannot belong in the category of ‘weapon’.
The non-doing attitude will look like nothing much, especially to the rational mind, and to practitioners accustomed to supernatural wow, to peak experiences, to hard work on the cushion, to specific rituals. Non-doing is outwardly un-spectacular, yet its ‘weak force’ has the uncanny ability to awaken the real in us from the very first short session - perceptibly, and undefinably, beyond what the mind can grasp. The only condition is for us to allow it, in which case it is, for us ordinary humans, the fastest transformative way into the natural human esoteric that I know of.
Non-doing is insistently embodied in our present physicality, which is at last allowed to do its job, as the most loyal bridge into experiencing the greater subtle reality of who-we-are. And crucially, it operates in intimate partnership with the spirited Earth Being to whom most of us pay little more than lip service, ‘Mother Earth’ cliches or utilitarian ministrations.
By the way, Earth is desperately in need of more Humans attuning to ‘who-she-is’. To them, she subtly gives immensely more than what supports our physical life.
Both versions, ebook and print, are now available at Bookbaby - how soon it will be found elsewhere will depend on pre-orders and reviews.
https://store.bookbaby.com/book/broody-blue
The full title is:
Broody Blue, a Handbook of Ruthless Gentleness for the Natural Human Mystic.
Readers of Krivda who would have expected from me some further sweeping journey of dot-connecting in the structure of the godtrix realm will be disappointed! But there is no shortage of godtrix material and analysis by many brilliant authors for you to continue dot-connecting with them.
To be quite clear, I see the whole godtrix affair as, in essence, the loudest signal pointing to the Human Paths which it has taken away from us. The godtrix is thus the major entry point into what is my main focus going forward. In Krivda, amidst all the structural godtrix aspects, there is a consistent thread of feeling into the Human story of who-we-are, into what has been taken away from us by history, science, ‘religion’ and so on.
Now that occult and overt godtrix stuff is being exposed from all angles, I hope you will, like me, find it compelling to dig up out of oblivion, and to cultivate, the fascinating subtle-and-embodied field of ‘who-we-are’.
I have no choice, as a writer, but to go there - to follow the mystical-practical-scholarly thread that cultivates the larger and crucial subtle reality of Anthropos - esoteric, multi-dimensional, mystical, embodied - including our occulted hyper-ancient calling with this Earth.
I did not choose to write Broody Blue. It was demanded of me. In fact, I resisted writing it, for reasons such as ‘I’m not qualified’, not to mention various forms of ‘interference’. But ‘Something’ caused me to do it anyway, ‘something’ that comes from a very remote Human past, from ‘before the godtrix’.
Here’s to a Newly Human New Year!
Aloha Enna - thank you for writing the book. Having had the privilege of reading it during your writing process, I can truly say it is a beautiful offering after the dot-connecting of Krivda. I have been meditating regularly for about 5 years, and the non-practices you have shared here were refreshing to my soul. I still use them effortlessly every morning. I cannot describe the effects except that I feel more whole.
Enna! I have purchased the book and am eagerly awaiting its arrival. Broody Blue, a beautiful yet unexpected title.
I continue in my study of Krivda, receiving more from its pages with each subsequent read. Often my thoughts will drift to ‘what can be done?’ Or ‘how can people most benefit from this information?’ And it would seem that Broody Blue is the answer. Non-doing.
With everything going on in the world today, one feels a call to be a force of good in this dark time. You, Enna, are such a force! As many who have come before you and have shone light into this world, your soul is making its offering and I am hear to hear your call.
The timing is perfect. The conditions are fortuitous. The energy is primed.
As I have said above, I continue to benefit from Krivdas pages, and it will be Christmas all over again when I receive Broody Blue.
I also hope that with the publication of the book I will hear your voice speaking with Paul Chek very soon.
One point of great concern, is the publication of OpenAIs chat GPT technology.
Whatever comes, we are lucky to have you, and I am grateful to know you.
Lewis 🙏